SPEAKER_00|No, it's okay to talk about these topics, I mean, I love to talk on many topics, but
SPEAKER_00|it's okay.
SPEAKER_00|But, well, this is a big topic, or a curious topic, because even since I was not thinking
SPEAKER_00|to get converted to Judaism, Jewish boys, I don't know why, but look at me, I don't
SPEAKER_00|know how in English, but they, yeah, they look at me, they choose me, or they want something,
SPEAKER_00|you know, I don't know, or I have looked with this kind of man.
SPEAKER_00|So I knew Jewish men before, I wanted to be Jewish, but for me was okay, it's, how can
SPEAKER_00|I, the religion is independent, you know, so for me was not a very important topic.
SPEAKER_00|So when I wanted to get married, so it was important, because for me it's important to
SPEAKER_00|believe in the same thing.
SPEAKER_00|So even when I wanted to get married, and when I was engaged, the man who was engaged,
SPEAKER_00|he grew up with Jewish family, so he knows a lot of Judaism.
SPEAKER_00|He was not very sure to get converted, because, now I know, it's a very big challenge.
SPEAKER_00|So we decided to continue as a Catholic couple, so it was okay.
SPEAKER_00|But when we broke up, the next person was a Jewish too, but really, really, I didn't
SPEAKER_00|look for him, I needed just, you know, by God, and was okay, it was a very good relationship,
SPEAKER_00|although I always was clear with him that the religion was personal, because I didn't
SPEAKER_00|imagine someday I wanted to get converted.
SPEAKER_00|Even I told him I wanted to convert, until we broke up, because I didn't want, he thought
SPEAKER_00|that I was doing this for him, and so now I took this decision by myself and for my
SPEAKER_00|own, I don't know if I am talking well, but okay.
SPEAKER_00|Now what I was, sorry, how it works, well, I want to find someone, because I wanted to
SPEAKER_00|say Bali, I want to find someone to have a kesher retzini, you know, I am not hurry
SPEAKER_00|up, it's okay, and I have known different kind of man, Jewish and not Jewish, and even
SPEAKER_00|I have tried to think that if man has a different religion, it's okay, because it's an independent
SPEAKER_00|issue, and meanwhile there's respect, it's okay, but if I am honest with you, I have
SPEAKER_00|discovered that doesn't work.
SPEAKER_00|The last time I tried with a man who was Catholic, some months ago, no, no, no, no, I discovered
SPEAKER_00|that no, it's not possible, because for me it's coming back, and it's not only respect,
SPEAKER_00|it's also live life as you believe, so that's why I would prefer to find a Jewish boy, because
SPEAKER_00|I want to be in a couple based on Jewish values, so that's why.
SPEAKER_00|Of course I am into conversion, so many, maybe there's some that doesn't consider me Jewish,
SPEAKER_00|but I am in the process, I am in a Jewish community here in Mexico, I live as a Jewish,
SPEAKER_00|so I want that, and some months I will have a teudah, and I think that I would have more
SPEAKER_00|opportunities or maybe to know someone, I don't know, but I have talked about this with
SPEAKER_00|my murod and the rabbi, because they asked me if I am interested to get married, and
SPEAKER_00|I said yeah, yeah of course, maybe, but I would like maybe to know this person by myself,
SPEAKER_00|and discover by myself, I don't know if I am ready to that process known as tzeduch,
SPEAKER_00|you know, when you start to know people as work interview, so I don't know.
SPEAKER_00|But definitely, how is that it works?
SPEAKER_00|Currently I don't have a couple of course, I am just knowing people, meanwhile I am discovering
SPEAKER_00|myself also, and every time I am more convinced that I need a Jewish relationship, or I would
SPEAKER_00|prefer that.